When will this end?

I have felt so sick to my stomach since Wednesday. I'm not sure if my body is prepping and cleaning itself out or what but I just haven't felt good at all. I have lost my appetite as well.

I went on Wednesday for a check up and I asked her if it were normal for my uterus to be so sore. She measured me and said no wonder your so sore, she's out of room in there. How much bigger can she get?" Then she did the Group B strep test and checked me and said her head is really low, right there, but my cervix is posterior and she could not reach it to see if I was dilated at all. Which kind of stinks, but that has always been the way. No one can ever reach my cervix. Then she said "we'll see you next week, if you make it that long." I know no one has a crystal ball but I am sure she is going to be pretty accurate as she does this for a living.

Of course it's cooled off which is great but now the Ragweed is out in full force. BLAH! I hate it I am so stuffed up. I am so torn. Part of me wants to just have this baby today, but the other half knows that I have no one to take the kids and I will have to deliver on my own if that's the case. My sister can't make it until Wednesday which really sucks. I feel like I am going to loose my mind. I can't take this anymore and if I don't go into labor I have 2 whole weeks left. AHHHHHHH! I am going to loose it.